I thought that I am mature enough to handle this. I thought that I had made a choice in between them and that's it. Cynically, full stop can be followed by a new sentence.
Sometimes, time would not tell you the answer. Your heart would not as well. Perhaps there is no right answer.
As long as the fuse doesn't appear, the problem will deposit quietly underneath the sea, becoming sediment. However, if it does, things are muddled up and they could be really annoying and irritating.
I always have a problem in which I'm very indecisive on small to big matters. I thought that the only reason is I don't want myself to feel regret on my choices in the future.
Up until today, I realised that the pivotal reason is I actually don't want to hurt either side/anyone, so I chose to be ignorant of the need to make decisions.
Hence, people eventually will make decisions for me. I thought that I do not need to bear with it as it is not a decision by my own and I have no responsibility on it. But I was wrong. Ultimately, I have to be responsible on people's choices.
The problem is, they make decisions based on their point of view, it might not align with mine nor appropriate for me, but I might not be aware of that as well, until it is too late for me to change the decision.
Furthermore, there are certain elements that would lead to further complication which makes life tougher. Most of the time, there is a trade off between two choices, yet the third choice has yet to be exist/figure out.
For example, the current situation is in A's favour and it had always been in this way, but on the other hand, it's really unfair to B which is clueless and helpless of not getting any chance to remedy.
What should I do? Go for the sake of A and continue to ignore B? Or give a chance to B and take the risk to hurt A?
Why do I have to bear with this?
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